Friday, October 30, 2009

Called lihuan to discuss about chingay`10. Was really touched to hear that yang's first reply was "ferny leh?" when lihuan's sms to ask whether she wants to join chingay. Glad to have friends like them. It would be really good if all the 11 of us join chingay together(: But I cant make up my mind now:C

learned how to serve a squashball last week (not good at it). Played badminton today and tried learning vball with sheena and sermin when shiyun's pri schmate was teaching her. hahas. monkey see monkey do(X We spent around 3hours to play all these and it was really FUN! Had a great laugh at myself, sometimes at sermin sheena and shiyun, when we were playing badminton. Before that, had western food for lunch at the hawker centre near pres high with clique. nice! I love today(:

Oh and I want to mention about the steamboat I had with amanda qianyi fangyu jiayu jasline and jess at sunset way last monday. so worth it! Jess and I were ate lots of satays and all of us had a great time enjoying the different types of soup, prawns, scallops, mushrooms, vege, chicken, pork, sushi, sashimi, dessert etcetc. Shall go there again with the same people + yuan roro elena next time. Hopefully I can go there with my ex/current dancemates and clique next time(:

tired ankle. again.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Daily tarot:
The Eight of Wands card suggests that my power today lies in climax. It has all led up to this moment of anticipation and "there ain't no stopping it now." I have thrown my "hat" in and given it my best shot and have just as good a chance as any -- but the outcome is still up in the air. I am ready to accept what lands, sticks, misses, or hits the fan. "When it rains, it pours." I am empowered by the potential payoff in this direction and I transform through timing or focus under fire.

The front part sounds relevant to my day.

I'm tired of staring at the computer for long hours. Now I've developed a headache due to the lack of sleep and the happenings around me. Christine says crying really makes everything better and asked me to let it out. She's quite right. It wont get any better for me if I insist on putting up a strong front. The tears must be released someday. Feel like hugging a big plushie.

Here are the things I would like to say to everyone (myself, friends in AJ, ex schoolmates, nhds juniors etc). I'll just type out what I can think of at the moment:
- we all know that every cloud has a silver lining, just dont give up!
- stay calm, be brave and be strong.
- there's always hope so have faith.
- believe in yourself!
- 知足长乐, 雨过天晴

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Dear Sheena, this song is for you:

When you believe

Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts are hope for a song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we know we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracle
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracle
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
Ohhhhh
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
You will when you
Believe

Have faith in yourself and everything will be fine(:

songs