Don't Mess With Perfection

Saturday, May 09, 2009

yeah, I'm so looking forward to monday's celebration at kushinbo! That's because I can eat rawwww salmonnnnnn plus sushi!!!!!!!!!!:D

ironically, I still hope that the day won't come so fast, for I'm worried about my aunt who's in the icu. I heard that the doctor is going to remove the tube that helps to transport oxygen into her body on Monday morning and she would have to depend on her own weak breathing to survive and multiple 'what if?' began floating in my head.
I visited her on wednesday and on saturday.
On wednesday: I wore gloves on both of my hands and had this apron around me for hygiene purpose and was only allowed to enter the room alone. I kept telling her to stay relax and stay strong, relax and stay strong for nth times but I'm not so sure if she could hear me as the doctor said her brain is not working anymore because some of the vessels there actually burst. Looking at how hard she's trying to breathe each time makes my heart ache.
On saturday: This time, we were not required to put on the gloves and aprons. My mum, sis and I entered the room together. I tried to sound positive as I asked her to wake up and go try out the vegetarian food sold at a kopitiam near our place. I tried even harder to hold my tears back and I really managed to do so.
Be strong.

Mondayyyyyyy. . .
I'll try to plan my time well.

Blogged at 9:56 PM

Saturday, May 02, 2009

HEY! HAPPY 205 DAY!!!:D

I didn't blog for a month! hahas. I was too busy or tired. Every April is always full of excitement, love, joy, tears. . .whatsoever. Now I have another day in April to remember, besides 16th and 25th. I will now remember 22nd too! because it's SYF DAY with my ajdancemates!:D

thanks elena for wishing us all a happy anniversary for 205!(:

I want more time, more sleep, more gatherings, more smiles from everyone!

Blogged at 4:30 PM